Basically it's a phrase I've used to describe big events in my life. Events that have been exciting, a huge change or something where I have just had to close my eyes and jump.
I'm what I like to call a 'snowballer' I can take any normal situation and snowball it into something totally ridiculous in my mind. (Mountain out of a molehill) This makes me over think EVERYTHING and, at times, I can be pretty anxious about silly things. Growing up I was painfully shy. I'm a lot better now, but it still takes a push sometimes.
Things I have found "Wonderfully terrifying" are events like playing Memory from Cats the musical on the piano infront of my entire middle school, talking to literally anyone whilst at high school, meeting Craig for the first time after chatting online for months and months! Going to college for my A levels, getting a promotion at work, every time I've fallen pregnant, having my sons and becoming a Mum, saying yes to Craig when he proposed, leaving (not that I had much choice) my job to care for my boys, moving to this house at 39 weeks pregnant with Connor!! Just to name a few!
So yeah, that's what "Wonderfully terrified" is all about! Hope you're all enjoying the fireworks! Me and the boys were up the window watching the display at the green near ours this evening, we are having the family over tomorrow for ours. The boys are very excited!
Thanks for visiting! XxxxX
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